Hurt and Happiness

Hey, sorry it's been so long. I've been having a really hard couple of weeks. But I promise it wasn't all bad. I had preference, and that was a lot of fun. One of the biggest things that has kept me from posting stuff is that a friend of mine committed suicide, and I've been a wreck since all that happened. It seriously seems like everything horrible I could have thought of, keeps happening. There has been a lot of good though, and I've been blessed many times this week. Me and a friend have gotten a lot closer, actually that's happened with a lot of my friends. And I had preference to help me have a good time, and I swear miracles were just happening all day for me. I also finished the end of the term with all A's even though I thought I wasn't going to get an A in my math class. So, there's been a lot of little blessings throughout these past few weeks, and I'm so grateful that I have my friends. They really have been there for me for all of this. I'm going to miss my friend, but I know, now he's not in the pain he was in. I just wish he knew how many lives he had touched. There was so many people who loved him, even if you didn't really knew him...he still touched your life. He was like a big brother for everybody and cared so much about everyone. I'm going to miss him a lot. :(