Updating some things...

Well this has been an interesting week. It's been the end of term this week, so it's been a very stressful one. Also, my friend and I got into some sort of fight that has been quite confusing for me. First off, I don't know how we got in the fight, and second she will act like we're friends in one of our classes, but then outside of that class, she won't talk to me. It's getting kind of confusing and it wasn't something I wanted to deal with...and still don't want to deal with. Another thing, my play rehearsals have been insane! I have rehearsals like everyday till around 8. This Saturday, I was there at 7 in the morning!!! It's crazy! But, it's all starting to come together. As, this month comes to a close, things are starting to get better, and life is getting simpler. So, I'm excited for next month, I have lots of birthdays for people next month. :) So, we'll see how it all goes. Thanks for reading! Love ya'll!

Quick update!

Well, this is going to be as short as I can make it. It's late, and I'm tired but I wanted to post somethings. This past week was really stressful. I had so many things going on at once that I was going crazy. I also wasn't getting enough sleep. On Friday, my body was pretty much done with it. I had a HUGE headache. It didn't help that I had band that same day. At first my headache was just a normal headache. But then it starting getting worse from all the noise. The pain starting to take over my face. I was in a lot of pain. It hurt so much I was in tears! I also had my playing test that day...with my headache...and my eyes full of tears. I wasn't sure I was going to pass my test. Thankfully, I did. But I have never had a headache like that ever before. I was in so much pain. I got home and took some medication and it helped a lot. My school had a football game that night, and even though I shouldn't have gone because of my headache I did. Luckily, I didn't have any problems with my head. However, it was raining during the game. I was cold, wet, and yelling my lungs out. I knew this was not a good combination. Now...I'm sick. It sucks. I was supposed to avoid getting sick because of the school play I am in. But I have been in the cold, wet weather all week and being stress and not getting enough sleep caused my immune system to go down. So, it only took that last Friday night to take over and get me sick. It's not that pretty. I feel disgusting. Things are getting better though. I'm not stressing out as much anymore...so that's great! :) I hope this week goes better...'knock on wood!' Have a great week!

Life...hmm...

Okay, I know I haven't been posting lately on here, but I'm going to try to do better. So, update to how my life is holding up. First off, last month I went the whole month without sugar. That was hard...sometimes but now I don't have to always have sugar. So, it helped me. :)
Also, a couple weeks ago I got in a HUGE fight with my mom and step-dad. I just have been holding lots of things inside I kind of exploded, but I still didn't say everything that was on my mind because I didn't want to get into even more trouble. I cried till about 2 in the morning. I had to cry myself to sleep. It was really intense. It was so crazy. When I woke up in the morning, my eyes were swollen from crying and I looked disgusting. The sad thing was, one of my friends didn't even really care that I was upset. She knew I was upset and everything, but when I wanted to talk about it, she would just talk about herself. That day, I had rehearsals and I had to walk home from rehearsals because my mom wouldn't come pick me up. I live far away from my school and as I started to walk home, I just started bawling. I have never been that upset in my whole life. I really felt alone. I felt like there was nobody who even cared about me. But things are getting better. I watched General Conference and some of the talks had me crying because they were talking about how God loves us and we are never alone. I just felt so much peace and I just cried. My life isn't perfect, but I'm trying to get there. :) I promise to start posting a little more. That's all for now. Bye!