This month has just been insane. These past couple of weeks have been super stressful with it coming close to the end of 1st term. I am very, very disappointed in myself this term. I don't know why I have let my grades slip so much. I am an A student and this term my grades, as of right now, 3 A's, an A-, a B, a C+ and a C-. It kills me to see the C's and that one B. I can handle an A- but for me, I know I can do so much better than I have done this term. I really am frustrated that I have let it get like this. I know I've been busy with rehearsals, babysitting when I can to earn money and helping out with another play...but that should give me no excuse. I chose to do those things and if I chose to do them, I should have enough self-discipline to keep my grades up or I'll have to change something in my schedule. I have been working my butt off this last week to improve my grades and luckily I've gotten some of them up, but I still have more to do and this is the last week. Wish me luck. I will not end this term with those grades, I will get them to be better than that. I give you that as a promise.
Other than that, life has been pretty good. Rehearsals have been crazy. Friday I was at school for 11 hours! Insane. I was exhausted. We were dancing all for rehearsals. I am so sore from it. Since I'm a specialty dancer in the play, I get to do a lift. Yay. I've done lifts before, so I'm okay with them. This lift has bruised me though, from my left armpit down to the side of my stomach. It's crazy. I am in so much pain from it, but I have to deal with it tomorrow when we get to do it again! Joy!!! My dance partner is somewhat awkward...but he's cool I guess. My second partner is a nice guy and really funny. I don't feel awkward around him, so that's good. I've met a lot of great people from this play and feel closer to a lot of people that I've worked with before. I love plays. I love being onstage. It's where I feel myself, but don't at the same time. I can just lose myself in my acting. It's an amazing feeling.
Best thing that has happened to me during rehearsals is that Criman has told me he loves watching me perform and that I have a talent. That made me feel a lot better! Also, I was talking to Mr. Young once before rehearsals (he's the ballroom coach) and he told me that he's seen me improve a lot from last year to this year and was asking how I would feel about team and stuff like that. Freak out moment! Haha. I was planning on trying out for team next year...I probably will. I just don't want to get my hopes up too high though. I know Mr. Young...he can say things just to be nice so I don't want to think I've got a spot secured on ballroom team yet. We'll just see what happens.
I'm really excited for Halloween. I think I might be a fairy...but I'm not really sure. This week I have my friend's Halloween party, and it's a Masquerade. I'm excited for that. I knew that she was going to be doing this, I helped come up with the idea of a Masquerade. So when I went to Shakespeare Festival, they had some masks they were selling and I got one just for the party! It's adorkable. It's silver and preeeettttyyy. Hahaha. So yeah...sups excited.
Then on Saturday is my Stake Dance!!! I LOVE Stake Dances. They are so great...especially now that we have an amazing DJ! I can't wait! It's going to be great. And I'm glad it's all after the term ends so I can just finally relax and have some more fun! So it should be great :D That's pretty much everything. I'll update ya later!
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